When you’re just sad for no reason. Something brought you down and don’t even know how. Trying to keep yourself happy, but you just can’t seem to do it. Listening to upbeat songs, but nothing happens. Trying to smile but the things on your mind and your feelings just bring you down. Like, everything you think is a bad or sad thought. When you’re just, lost.
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I’m getting tired of this stuff man, constant arguements and everthing.. It’s getting too old.. To have thoughts about what you may do, and what you are capable to do.. Yeah I love you and everything but it’s getting too much.. Maybe this is the part where both of us need to let go.. I’m not going to sit here and keep having these thougs go through my head and not do anything about it.. Yeah, EVERYONE knows about me and that one girl… and all those other girls you’ve mentioned.. But what about you? What about all the times you turned your back on me and ran back when you found out it didnt work out for you two?… Yeah I know i’ve done it too but the most fucked up thing is making it seem like I was the only one at fault for this whole time.. At the same time though, both of us are at fault.. Not just ME… Till this day you tell me that you want to be with me still, but I can’t believe it.. I honestly, don’t believe that you love me like you say, or wanna be with me as much as you say. When I hold you or look at you, my concious tells me i’m not the one you’re thinking about.. I know somewhere inside of you, that you’re holding back things you don’t want me to know.. I hope one day you would have the courage to tell me about it.. I know this post may seem like i’m a little bitch or whatever. I just needed to get all this off my chest, I lost the one I care for the most. It’s just a waste of my time though, cause I know i’m nothing but another guy in your life..
